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Yesterday, I made up a bowl containing the last of the coconut sorbet Amanda gave me in New York and the last of the brownies Lincoln and I made in Chicago. It was a well-traveled dessert. It was also a fairly large dessert, and I got sick of sugar halfway through and stuck the rest of it in the freezer, still in the bowl and with the spoon for easy access later.

Just now, I removed it from the freezer and took a bite. Immediately, I knew something was wrong.

"Cwap," I said, the metal spoon stuck to my tongue.

Mike, confused, began to applaud.

I breathed on the spoon until it warmed up enough to dislodge from my tongue, sadly still taking a few taste buds with it. "Crap," I repeated.

"Oh," said Mike.

The Persona 4 comic is still in the works, but I figured today would be a good day for an intermission. Spoiler warning for Persona 3!

s-so there's this guy in a scarf at the door and i don't think he's going to go away

( maybe you should find out what he wants )

It's new years eve. Another year is gonna pass us by, make sure tonight is one you won't regret or forget. I love you all. <3

If you had me alone, locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you have me do?

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I'm dealing with a weird sort of depression I think. I'm fatigued all the time. This isn't oh I'm lazy, this is ultimate fatigue. Like today for example...erm yesterday. (see I haven't been to bed yet) I got up at 8 am feeling fine, then around 2pm all of a sudden I essentially blacked out. I could NOT keep my eyes open. I tried. All of a sudden I just slipped under, and woke up at 6pm or so. I feel completely useless, and don't know what to do with myself. I need to get out more. I realized a few days before christmas that I hadn't been out of the house for 4 consecutive days. I think I'm going to start biking to the yarn shop 3 times a week, get some exercise, and some social interaction. They have an open knitting circle/ stitch and bitch all day long, and anyone is welcome. So...at the moment that might be my salvation. Though...I think I may be developing carpal tunnel syndrom from knitting too much. Ugh. At least I got 3 scarves done in a month. Jon's scarf was done a few weeks ago, finished Renee's scarf Christmas eve night, and finished Kelsey's today. I think I'm going to start on a hat tomorrow/today, and perhaps an eggplant.

I got this nifty book for christmas that has a bunch of fun patterns like how to knit an eggplant, garlic, tomatoes, carrots, and then sea creatures like starfish, angler fish, the loch ness monster...hehe. I'm totally stoked about doing them. If anyone wants to learn to knit and come knit with me that'd be fantastic. Maybe I'll just stay up all day to try to fix my sleep schedule. I thought I was doing so well yesterday, then I got all stressed out about Hart (my pet snake I got for Christmas) and kind of had an anxiety attack. Jon has been really good to me and putting up with all my shit. He's absolutely wonderful, and I'm not really sure how he does it.

I need to get my drivers license, and submit a new round of job applications, and buy a PS3 slim. That will be all mine, that nobody else can touch. It will be glorious. What should I name it?

I just heard this cute little song on Pandora. It includes a bunch of banter, as Barenaked Ladies are wont to do, but I've pared out most of it here.

A is for "aisle"
B is for "bdellium"
C is for "czar"
And if you see him, would you mind telling him
D is for "djinn"
E for "Euphrates"
F is for "fohn"
But not like when I call the ladies
G is for "gnarly"
H is for "hour"
I is for "irk"
J is for "jalapeno"
Good in either corn or flour... tortillas
K is for "knickknack"
L is for "llama"
(What's so strange about "llama"?
It starts with two Ls.
What's the second one for?
No idea.)
M is for "mnemonic"
N is for "ngomo"
O is for "ouija" board
P for "pneumonia," "pterodactyl," and "psychosis"
Q is for "qat"
R is for "argyle"
(No, it isn't.
Okay, you're right, I couldn't find a good R word.)
S is for "Saar"
A lovely German river
T for "tsunami"
A wave that makes me quiver
U is for "urn"
But not like earning money
V for "vraisemblance"
From French and therefore kind of funny
W for "wren," "wrinkly," and "who"
X is for "Xian"
An ancient Chinese city, true
Y is for "yiperite"
A very nasty gas
And zed's the final letter
And by final I mean last
(Okay, when you say "zed," for the benefit of our American friends, you really mean Z, right?
No, I mean zed. Like, Zed Zed Top.)

Anyone have plans for new years?

I'm already fucking crying on christmas.

I haven't had my own room in 6 years. I've been sleeping on couches for 6. fucking. years.
My dad has made it more than clear that he thinks the dog is more important than me.
And I am sick and fucking tired of all my shit getting taken without even a "oh can I borrow this?"
I'm tired of being the designated "oh we'll say this gift is for you when it's really for everyone" person.

It's not to much to ask that I can have a video game for ME to play, and just ME, and not having to go and get it from my goddamn brother every time I want to play MY GODDAMN GAME.

I swear to god if he pulls this shit one more time I'm breaking that DS.